To Lucy
The Housedog's Grave

I've changed my ways a little, I can no longer run with you
In the evening along the shore, except in a kind of dream,
and you, if you dream a little you see me there,
So leave in a while the paw marks on the front door,
Where I used to scratch to come in or go out,
and you'd soon answer, leave on the kitchen floor,
the marks of my drinking pan.
I cannot lie by your fire all evening
On the warm stone, nor yet at the foot of your bed
no, all the night through, I lie alone.
But your kind thought has laid me less than 6 feet
outside your window, where firelight so often plays,
and where you sit to read, and I fear, often grieving for me--
every night your lamplight lies on my place.
You, Man and Woman, live so long, it is hard to think
of you ever dying! A little dog would get tired, living so long.
I hope that when you are lying under the ground like me,
your lives will appear as good and joyful as mine.
No, dears, that's too much hope...
You have not been as weel cared for as I have been,
And never knew the passionate, undivided fidelities I knew,
Your minds are perhaps too active, too many sided, but to me
you were true. You were never Masters, but Friends,
I was your Friend.
Deep love endured to the end and long past the end....
I this is my end, I am not lonely, I am not afraid.
I am still yours.
--Robinson Jeffers, "The Housedog's Grave"--
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